Being myself

Yes, I should learn to deal with my emotions MYSELF.
Do not disturb the others...
Because
Some refuse to listen
Some I want them to keep happy.
Not a word to discribe, for me.

Blue, it comes
It goes.

Sometimes I hope time would stop right away... right away.
Freeze, forever.
Let me enjoy my loneliness and my depression.
Forlornly Forever.