BOOM!

我不想在手腕上劃破血管
我只想用無形的刀在我的意識體上深深的切下...
只留薄薄的一層皮...連著...
成為一分為二的最後隔閡
然後
高溫加熱裂解成碎片
漂浮在太空中
讓身體分子乘著太陽風回家...
在寒冷的真空中用輻射維持最後的體溫

Being myself

Yes, I should learn to deal with my emotions MYSELF.
Do not disturb the others...
Because
Some refuse to listen
Some I want them to keep happy.
Not a word to discribe, for me.

Blue, it comes
It goes.

Sometimes I hope time would stop right away... right away.
Freeze, forever.
Let me enjoy my loneliness and my depression.
Forlornly Forever.