Late night brings surprises

Thanks to Khanim, I opened the y! messenger. To my surprises, Sigit was online. He don't use MSN now, no wonder I haven't seen him online for more than six months! And Vlad was there too. Consider last time we talked was back in 2001 on TQ teammaker. Haha! It feels so great to find old friends back into contact. Thank you Khanim. :) *Hugs*

P.S. Khanim invites me to Azerbaijan. Sigit wonders when we will eventually meet. Guess I better get a job that can travel the world so I could meet them all? Haha.

Newest list for must visits:
Russia (Ira), Azerbaijan (Khanim), Indonesia (Sigit), Estonia (Jaen), Canada (Kim), Romania (Vlad), Egypt (Moh), China (Ninger), India (Ashutosh)

Oh, I am getting hyper. LOL!

Troubled

The doctor asked whether I sleep well at night. No, actually, the doctor say I must be not sleeping well at night. Yes, indeed. There are so many things trouble my mind that I would rather not talk about. Time is short, and I remain as a wonderer. There is nothing worse than self-discontentment, but that's how I feel about myself. Really.


When in TsingHua, I thought I would feel better at home. Now I am home, but no. I only appear happier, but I sleep worse. There are certain things that never leave me alone, they keep coming back in my dreams. I don't know what these things are, except they all give me a gloomy sensation. Like tiny puppets yelling and jumping against dark background. There is no rest, no peace.


So I like late nights...