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Just have to share this. It is so true.

Music

Some music makes me productive (on writing), like Ketil Bjørnstad and Bach.
Some music wakes me up, like Matthew Lien.
Some music speeds up my mind, like Garbage, PInk Floyd (sometimes), Queen, Echo.
Some music knocks me out, like Bartók, and the folksongs.
Some music makes me cry, like the always forever lovely romantic chinese classicals.
And some music force me to hide from the sound waves, like CHINESE POP SONGS! LOL!

Holding the speakers tight, to feel the vibration, let it strokes the heart.
Flow with the tempo.
That's the moment when the soul turns into a liquid form.

Looking back then I notice how my culture nurtures me.
Could've worked harder, but. :)
Still much much to grasp, much to learn.

Dance with the music. Dance.

玩玩Google Translate

　　前幾天注意到Google Reader上面有個"Translate into my language"的選項。因為界面是英文，所有中文都被翻成英文，於是讓我想到了粉紅色噪音。翻譯過的文字是半詩意的，但我更想要讓它變得無法閱讀、無法理解。有人說，古文就行了，但我總想要它是散文。
　　那麼，就來試試吧！

Oh, before that, we can have the famous Lucky from Beckett's Waiting for Godot! Original Text Here

鑑於存在的話中提出的公共工程沖床和Wattmann個人上帝quaquaquaqua與白鬍子quaquaquaqua時間以外延長誰不從高地的神聖apathia神的神聖性失語athambia愛我們付出了一些例外情況，原因不明，但時間會告訴，這是很象神米蘭達與誰，原因不明，但時間將告訴我們一切都在折磨暴跌暴跌在火災的火災起火如果這種情況繼續下去，誰也不能懷疑，將火災蒼穹這就是說爆炸地獄到天堂，使藍色依然如此平靜和安寧與平靜，即使間歇是聊勝於無，但沒有這麼快，並考慮更重要的是，由於勞動者未竟的王冠上的Acacacacademy的Anthropopopometry的埃西在Possy的Testew和丘納德它建立毫無疑問所有其他疑問，而不是死守到勞動者的男子說，由於勞動者未完成的Testew和Cunnard它是建立下文但如此之快，原因不明，由於公共工程的沖床和Wattmann成立毫無疑問，鑑於勞動力Fartov和貝爾徹未完成，原因不明的Testew和丘納德未完成它是建立了許多否認男子Possy的Testew和丘納德男子埃西說，這個人總之，人在短暫的，儘管步伐的營養和排便廢物和松樹廢物和松樹和同時同時更重要的是，原因不明，儘管進步的體育文化的做法，體育項目，如網球足球自行車游泳飛行運行浮動騎馬滑翔conating camogie滑冰網球死於各種飛行運動的各種秋冬季夏季冬季網球各類曲棍球各種青黴素和漆樹的一個詞我恢復飛行滑翔高爾夫超過9和18洞網球的各種中詞，原因不明的Feckham佩卡姆富勒姆克拉即同時同時更重要的是，原因不明，但時間會告訴我恢復消失了富勒姆克拉一句話虧損為死者的死亡負責，因為主教伯克利正在調整中的1英寸4盎司每頭大約基本上或多或少到最近的杜威良好措施輪數字一絲不掛在stockinged英尺康尼馬拉一句話，原因不明無論事實問題，並考慮更重要的是更加嚴重，在鑑於勞動力喪失的斯坦威格和彼得曼似乎更重要的是更嚴重，鑑於鑑於鑑於勞動力喪失的斯坦威格和彼得曼在平原山區的海洋的河流的水運行消防空氣是一樣的，然後就是地球的空氣，然後在地球上偉大的偉大黑暗寒冷的空氣和地球居留權的石頭在大冷唉可惜在今年的主600和一些空氣地球海洋地球居留權的石塊在大迪普斯大冷的土地上的海上和空中的我恢復，原因不明，儘管網球事實，但時間會告訴我恢復唉唉上在短期在罰款的居留權石頭誰可以懷疑我恢復，但沒有這麼快恢復頭骨衰落衰落衰落兼同時更重要的是，原因不明儘管在網球上的鬍子火焰的眼淚，使藍色的石頭如此平靜唉可惜的頭骨上的頭骨骷髏頭骨在康尼馬拉儘管網球的勞動放棄未竟仍然嚴重居留權石頭一句話我恢復唉唉放棄未完成的頭骨頭骨在康尼馬拉儘管網球頭骨唉石頭丘納德（混戰，最後vociferations ）

And the english translation translated from the chinese translation:

In view of existence, then raised in public works and Wattmann punch quaquaquaqua personal God with white beard outside time quaquaquaqua Who does not extend from the sacred heights of God's sacred apathia aphasia athambia our love to pay a number of exceptions, for reasons unknown, but time will tell It is Xangsane Miranda with whom, for reasons unknown, but time will tell us all fall in torment plunged in fire fire fire If this situation continues, no one can doubt that will fire the firmament that is to say blast hell to heaven, so the blue is still so calm and tranquility and calm, even though intermittent is better than nothing, but not so quickly and to consider more important, because laborers unfinished Acacacacademy on the crown of the Anthropopopometry of Essy Possy at the Testew and Hill Nader, there is no doubt that it set up all other queries, rather than to the workers to defend the man said, because workers did not finish the Testew and Cunnard below it are set up so quickly but, for unknown reasons, because of public works set up a punch and Wattmann There is no doubt that in view of the labor force and Fartov belcher unfinished, unexplained Testew and Cunard did not finish a lot of it is set up to deny the Possy men and Cunard Testew man Essy said that the people short, people in the short-term , even though the pace of the nutrition and defecation wastes and pines wastes and pines and simultaneously at the same time, more importantly, for reasons unknown, even though the progress of the practice of sports, culture, sports items, such as tennis football running cycling swimming flying floating riding gliding conating camogie skating tennis Die in a variety of flying a variety of autumn and winter sport winter tennis summer hockey various types of penicillin and sumac, a word restore my flight gliding golf over nine and 18 holes tennis of all kinds of words, unexplained Feckham Peckham Fulham carats that is simultaneously At the same time, more importantly, for reasons unknown, but time will tell me restore lost word carat Fulham loss is responsible for the death of the deceased, as Bishop Berkeley, is the adjustment of the 1-inch 4 ounces per head is basically more or less around to the nearest decimal good measure round figures stark naked in the stockinged feet Connemara word, regardless of the fact that unexplained problem and consider more important are more serious, in view of the labor loss of Steinweg and Peterman it seems more important is more serious, given the view of the workforce in view of the loss of Steinweg and Peterman at the plains of the sea mountain rivers of water running fire the air is the same, then that is the Earth's air, then the Earth at great great darkness on the cold air and the Earth the right of abode in the cold stone Oh Lord Unfortunately, at this year's 600 and some air earth right of abode in the Earth's oceans at large Deeps large stone cold land on the sea and air restore me for reasons unknown, even though truth tennis, but time will tell on me唉唉Recovery fine in the short term at the right of abode of stones who can doubt my recovery, but not so quickly restore the skull fading fading fading and at the same time, more importantly, even though unexplained at tennis on the beard the flames the tears so that the stones of the blue so calm alas pity on skull skull skull skull in Connemara tennis even though unfinished work to give up the right of abode in the stone is still a serious sentence唉唉restore me to give up the unfinished skull skull in Connemara Although the tennis the skull alas the stones Cunard (scrimmage, the last vociferations)

那麼那麼文字多語並來回翻譯不完全的無法理解的奇妙詩意反覆進行撞擊沖積。
而如此的文字翻譯成英文竟然另有一番意義！

關於自身情緒的新發現...

　　說我是笨蛋吧。一直到這幾天才發現，原來我心情不好的時候通常有兩個主因： 1. 睡太少、太累，累過頭到自己都不覺得累，所以心情不好。 2. 餓了，但是又沒有意識到餓了。 通常這兩個原因都會在我喝過奶茶或是咖啡因飲料之後發生。

　　原來我有餓肚子氣！哈哈！

寫啊寫

　　當閱讀得越來越多，寫字打字好像就變成一種無法避免的嘔吐，因為身體裡塞進太多文字太多資訊，因為腦子停不住，因為憂鬱焦慮想太多堆得比人還高。
　　跑了幾家店仍然找不到我想要的空白精裝筆記本。又當特定的某些事件讓我無法克制的持續書寫持續煩惱持續聒噪，一本恰當、帶有書寫重量的書變得極為重要，找不到這樣的書這樣的紙便讓我感到坐立難安。
　　雖說前陣子難得放了幾年來的第一個假期，情緒難得平靜，但當假期結束，那所有所有的又再度降臨。每次當自己必須安靜的獨自呆在一個空間中，同樣的情緒便回來拜訪。於是耍賴著不唸書不起床，卻又嘗試要陽光的活著。
　　買了更多的書，讀更多的書，造就更多更頻繁更無法抑制的嘔吐。
　　差那麼一點又要將無止境可怕的情緒傾倒在最重要的人身上，又突然間意識到那樣並不公平。
　　問題好像就在有太多想做有太多想要有太多想達到，而整個世界卻以另一種標準另一種速度前進著，還很年輕就覺得老。
　　是真的，累過頭了嗎？
　　這也是最後不到半年的大學生涯了呢。

Now is the end of the beautiful dream

...Or reality.
Traveller return to the north.
But my spirit is with you along the way.
Inseparable.

I vision a circle, like the snake that eats its tail.
Ouroboros.
The repeating renewal.
The return of original.
We are back to the start again, but nothing is the same anymore.

The most beautiful shape of all, the circle.
Rotation, circulation, up to the sky.

Physical journey ends.
Mental journey just began.

And thus life is fulfilled.

About art, theatre, and such.

在多日地獄煎熬中總算爬了出來。
開展了。
The grand opening of the surrounding screen project.
或許是開展之後總算有時間看戲有機會呼吸自然，思緒總算恢復。

Even Jaen said it's a communication problem.

But I think of the meaning of art and such.
About this project.

I guess, in the end, I can't see myself anywhere in it.
It's not because it's an cooperative project.
I had cooperative projects about art and photography before.
And it is completely different.

我在攝影社的 另一部份是慾望 中有看到自己

I have seen the real spiritually challenges in the Lust/Counterpart Exhibition.

That, to me, is one step closer to art.

But this time, no.

I guess I gave up totally in the last few days, after Jaen had arrived.
The last ten days before exhibition.


Yeah, it's cool with animation.

So what.
Am I, are we, Jaen, Eric, and I, just people who design a "trigger" for the animations?

No one is reading the texts.
The contents are far from Ok.

I feel sorry.

And no, I don't think we can make the Venice Biennale.
This is not art.

The best thing in the world is to have my best friend(s) to help me.

I'm in the dorm of NTMOFA right now. We had a tiring but wonderful day today. Guess I cannot be more thankful to my dear friends who came for help. I owe you a big big time. Love you guys. And it is so much fun to work with you. So much beyond imagination.

Thanks for the cake, birthday wishes, and chocolate, and gifts. Love them.

I think I am the luckiest person in the world.

純化了的

　　也許是Pirandello的又一延伸。在在感覺到故事中人物的美好便在於他們被純化後的性格，無論再複雜也不會有凡人生命的那些雜音，壞了好美的一幅圖。
　　雖說如此，最愛還是人的無法控制無法預測無法理解與那許多預期外的可能。
　　最近運氣都不錯，心情低落時都會接到可愛的電話，聽到那句新年快樂還是開心的，可惜為了手機要留電給明天忙碌的行程，還是很快掛了電話。
　　欣賞一個人真是種奇怪的事情。這人讓我覺得不論他做過甚麼，身上總有許多優點是自己必須學習的。我喜歡丟到野外可以活得好好的小孩。山的孩子，有陽光普照的氣味。
　　命運之輪轉啊轉。

又這樣的想到

　　雖然因為太累心情止不住的低落，但是還是努力讓見老朋友的好心情撐著自己，從捷運站一路撐回表妹家。跟賽亞說著就要到來的他，想起小時候網路還是撥接上網、用的還是ICQ，我考完期中考提早放學回家，老媽不在，跟他第一次聊天，一聊就聊了七個小時整，相當於打了七個小時的電話。
　　這世界很多事真的很難說。曾經以為是最後一次看到他了，四個月後又再度見面，2002年的美國行他卻爽了約。到現在還是覺得像是做夢一樣，再五天就會見到他了，再五天。
　　而我們都長大了。時間過好快。希望我們給對方的新年祝福都會成真。